Been A while........
It has been a long time since I wrote. Alot has happened. I will try to sum it up over this and the next few posts. At the end of June my dad lost his battle with Cancer. It was a rough time. But it did teach me a few valuable lessons. Most importantly, who you can count on and who you can't. Alot of folk gave lip service, which is understandable. We are all fighting our own battles, and some offered and I never really took them up on things, which is no reflection unto them, most days I wanted to be alone. But a few folk I never expected to just....drop. I guess. The natural reaction is to say "Let me know if you need anything" "I'm always here for you", etc. But the reality is....you cant count on alot of folk. The ones you think will be there always usually are not. And there's always a reason, "Couldn't get there, watching my sisters kid, no sitter...whatever. The one that gets me the most is "I wish I could be there" oh