Rebirth, healing, and recovery
It happened....I never thought this day would come, but it did. (Edit..this post if 4+ months overdue been real busy). I drove by today, and for the first time I felt...nothing. No guilt, no pain, no love, no sorrow, no joy, no nostalgia. I truly never though this day would come. But it has. It's like a giant weight has been lifted off of me. I can now look upon my past and draw from it, instead of being a prisoner of it. I have amazing opportunities ahead of me now. I'm expanding my job skills and looking at relocating soon. I keep hearing whispers of her and what she's up to now. I really don't care about any of it. I don't trust the source and look at the info kinda the same way I look at channel surfing when you're drunk and come across Telemundo. Ya don't quite know what to make of it...not fully sure what's going on...mildly entertaining, but you tire of it quickly. It doesn't matter which parts are fact and which parts are embelli